Red-Sushi

Hey, a simple update here about well... I'm alive. And I plan to become more active on this account I'm trying to draw more often because it's the summer holidays and yet I'm failing because I'm like... More of a writer XD
Anyway, yes... That!
Plus, at some point I hope to put osme cosplays on this account, I've been failing with my cosplay meme because I haven't really had the energy to do anything or make something. THOUGH I have begun creating a Vaporeon cosplay from Pokemon, because DAY-YUM I'm really into Pokemon at the moment, as well as Adventure Time and Young Justice.

YOUNG JUSTICE FTW!!!

Hoping to do a casual Robin one day soon... Ooh, maybe MCM Expo, because my plans have changed multiple times XD So look out for that Teehee

So yeah, I'll try and speak soon and put up some drawing and pictures!!!
Bye bye!!!

Ello, ello, ello!
It's been like... Over a month since I last wrote a journal and that was when i was ill and dying XD


SCHOOL!!!! And irrelevant stuff...

Well, since then I've gotten better, gained weight and am at a healthy 8st 6lbs No idea why I'm telling you my weight, but char Apparently, to my Leprechaun called Alastair, both he and I have been in ALL the exams that have happened in our school so far >.< Although! That means most of it's outta the way

I did a DT exam on Friday and totally MESSED UP!!! There was this one question that was like, "Name on example of a product that uses the same lever system as a Hole Puncher."

... Everyone put a stapler...



... I put a Guillotine.

So, yeah! I screwed THAT exam up and will be doing it next year Then, today was told that in five lessons time, I will be doing the Innovation Challenge (Which is like 30% of my Final Grade) and we're cramming up information on that >.< Then there's my Physics Mock exam tomorrow, and actual exam in a week or two! Along with History on the same day in the afternoon! And then DT half way through the day... So all in all, I get about an hour of a lesson on that day XD
Ahhh, it's getting confusing writing it like that so...

I have a Biology Resit soon.

I do my DT Innovation Challenge over the course of three days.

Then a Physics Exam in the Morning, finish off my DT Challenge half way through the day and have a History Exam at the end of the day XD

Then... I don't know, what happens... Probably sleep

So it's not all death and doom... Maybe




MCM London Expo, Saturday 2012!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

One word... AWWWWWWEEEEEESSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Myself, GothicXloli, jellitot, Neko-Chan97 Charlotte, Bex and Phoebe (Katie's friend) all went I was Bulbasaur, Rebecca (GothicXloli) was Charmander, Katie (Neko-Chan97) was Raichu and Molly (jellitot) was Aipom We were all pokemon Unluckily... I was the damn person that had to make all our costumes and pretty much died, even with the few months to do it in... I was busy! With school and sleep, sweet sweet sleep

Anyway...
We woke up at six in the morning, Rebecca made me finish off her Charmander tail, telling me off in the meantime as I could have done it earlier. Which, only gave me like 10 minutes to get ready myself for the Expo and didn't have time to wash my hair

On the train, we were just messing about and gallivanting, singing songs and joking... I even had to do my make-up on the train, WELL HARD! We met Molly and Bex at London Bridge station because they came from Brighton and not Crawley! Then on our way we entered the tube, seeing lovely cosplayers

When there, my mother and Pete (Her damn boyfriend) left us and frolicked around London as we danced about, being overwhelmed Then the usual happened, we lined up and got tickets, ended up being split up, chasing after cosplayers, taking photos, dancing, embarrassing myself, giggling, laughing... All that shizzle

Then at numero uno o'clock! I met ze LOVELY AnimeBomb, Shintana, Jess and Amber at the statue IT WAS AMAZING TO SEE THEM AGAIN!!! And meet Kayleigh and Amber, sll of you are so lovely and i can't wait to see you in October We all hung out and went to shop, oooh shopping!!!

I bought three flags (The man talked me into buying the American Flag because he said it would be lonely), an American one, a UK one and a Yaoi/Gay Pride/LGBT Flag Then I got a book, signed by the amazing humon, it was her Lives Of Animals one I love it! Having already shown it to most of my classmates and brothers Then... I met OMFGIt'sJack&Dean! THEY ARE JUST... *Fangasm* <3 I love them, I got a wristband and a picture of them, though I look disgusting in it and they look perfect I'm like the same height/taller than Dean, which made it even better Just wanted to molest his hair, NOM!

Then onwards and outwards to Kingdom Hearts cosplay meetup for Ellie, who changed from Yuki from Vampire Knight to a Heartless She lookie so pretty and cute Haha, I sound like a pedophile XD But twas fun, met a lovely Kairi, Namine, Isa, Lea and Ienzo

All in all, the expo was amazing and I had so much fun and am already suffering with Expo blues and sadness and stuff Can't wait until the next one though!!!

October MCM London Expo!

Yep, already planning for this one but it's gonna be simple and sweet as this is getting L-O-N-G!!!

Probably going for one day, gonna try to go for two.

Already decided between all PandaNeko-ers, (MCM Pictures on our deviant, PandaNekoDeviant and some are on the lovely Kayleigh's other account, Fuzcos) that we are going as the Marauders from Harry Potter, well their Era
I'm obviously James Potter
Molly is Sirius (Yeah, BFF!!! Teehee)
Rebecca is Remus
Katie'll be Snape and we're gonna make Charlotte be Peter, I already have a wig like his (Sealand wig) so yeah Then some of Molly's friends are going to be dressing up with us but I'm no sure who's going to be who at the moment XD

Though one day, I have decided... I will dress up as Matt or Tom from Eddsworld. End. Of.

But if I can go for two days, which is unlikely as it's close to Christmas, then for Sunday I'll probably just go casual... Or mix up a Casual cosplay with my wigs, maybe even try to sort out a Fem!Shizuo outfit But it'll be something easy and simple

AND! For an extra update, I hope to start drawing again so this account will have some proper use and you'll be able to see some new pictures Though some may kill me for my newest (Not so new, I've been reading the pairing for like a month now!) favourite pairing... i'm not going to tell you, though there will probably be some pictures up as I've gotten into drawing celebrities andsingers in chibi-cartoon ways So yep! There's some new stuff coming soon!

But now my laptop is dying so...

Adieu! Adieu!!! <3 xxx

I'M ILL...


I've been ill since Sunday and it's looking up but I'm still ill... >.<


Highlight = This is the first time I've been on the computer since Sunday


Lowlight (if there's such a thing) = I've been trapped in my house and can't eat...


Even though I sort of want to...



I FREAKIN' CAN'T!!!!



MKNGSAKLMCMAQWORWQ,FNBNXCM,R;GMLHMFMN,BFKGKPIYTRUTUIRFCMK!!!!!!!!!!!
RAGEFEST!

Well, atleast I'll be able to infect my mothers boyfriends son, he's staying round tonight.
He's gonna diiiiiiieeeeee

Guess that's a highlight too...

Urgh, I can't type anymore, I already have to start my fanfictions, haven't been updated in ages and people are getting angry.
Plus, Molly is making me get Pottermore so... Better do that now.


Adios, bitches!!!
xxx

Now for a less angry journal as the previous journal has been sorted out and is all nice and dandy

I've been thinking a lot lately over drawing styles and how they adapt and change throughout days, months, even years and it just intrigues me. Along with how people's writing develops in stories and fanfictions

I will proudly say that my drawing style changes over a weekly basis, as you can see in my gallery, as you can see on my wall (That I need to get a picture of, though it does include others drawings aswell!) Though I've began to notice that when your drawing style adapts and changes, it always at some point returns to your first ever original style.

For example, my first ever anime-fan-art-drawing thing in the world was a chibi drawing of Naruto and an OC, woah! That's going back to like... 2006? 2005? When I was like 9, maybe even 10 XD And even now my style always reverts back to a chibi like image. ie. My Cherimon drawings. Even though I have changed the way I draw I still draw grotesque and bloody things as I used to do when I was a child and that kind of just proves that whatever or however you draw, at some point in it you'll refer to previous drawings. Then again, seeing those smallpieces does encourage the person to improve upon themselves until they see fit.

Haha, this journals' pretty pointless but I'm bored and waiting for Michael Buble - Cry Me A River to come on so I can sing to it... Anyway!!!! Now for Writing...

Writing styles impress me the most though, well overall. As no matter what, you always improve, find new words, learn how to structure sentences differently and get into a comfortable rhythm with writing, or I do so XD Trololol

Like, last year I wrote this (it's from one of my fanfictions)...
"Sneaky little Austrian... The Prussian thought, his hand pulling away the small green leaves blocking his view of the Austrian man sitting on the wooden bench, between a pub and fountain. The Prussian sighed, his stomach rumbling, his throat aching for his favourite liquid that fulfilled him and allowed him to do his duties, stalking... No, simply observing the Austrian."

Only a few days ago, I wrote this...
"Harry let out a sigh and a smile crossed his lips comfortingly as he moved his head from the pillow and rested it on my chest, listening to the soothing beats of my heart. I smiled merrilly, his hand sat on my chest aswell, his fingers moving lightly, tracing soft imaginary shapes on my skin, goosebumps appearing at the fiery touch that lingered when Harry's fingers had moved on. A chuckle left my throat and Harry glanced up at me, a small smile of his own forming on his lips, a laugh escaping him as we grinned goofily at one another, my arms wrapping themselves around his waist, to which he let out a hum of joy at the touch. I couldn't help but agree."

Tbh, I much prefer the second one XD But yes... Umm... SONGS ON!!! Buh-bye xxx

Right... I'm writing this because at the moment I am so fucking pissed I want to throw everything in my house! And I am one who doesn't get pissed that easily, just ask.
Today started good, I was reading a few fanfictions, writing some, singing, listening to music, texting! As I do on a normal fucking saturday if I'm not out with my friends and then...
Freaking facebook, my friend (Let's call her Dorine) Dorine got me to talk to her as she was bored and was waiting for my other friend, of whom Dorine supposedly loves and all that fucking cliche shit.
Then I learn that fucking DORINE AND THE OTHER FRIEND THINK IM TRYING TO FUCK UP THEIR RELATIONSHIP! When I've done what...
I've been honest to them saying that I think they should wait before getting together and not rush into things, as I had done before with the other friend.
That they should assure their feelings as I've been there
That they should be considerate of those around them
That it's their lives, they do what they want but I'm staying out of it...
AND THEY THINK THAT IM TRYING TO DESTROY THEIR FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE I HAD FANCIED THE OTHER FREAKING FRIEND BEFORE!?
WHAT THE FOOOOK!?
That makes NO sense! Apparently I'm "Scheming" and "Bitching"... HOW CAN THAT HAPPEN WHEN I'VE BEEN WITH REBECCA PRETTY MUCH EVERYDAY DURING SCHOOL!? PRETTY MUCH EVERY WEEKEND!? WE EVEN TALK ALL THE TIME ON FACEBOOK!? WHY THE FUCK WOULD I EVEN BITCH ABOUT ONE OF MY FRIENDS POSSIBLY BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP!?
I love them both equally and sure I do bitch every now and then with Rebecca but that's because things like THIS tend to happen! Rebecca and I even tried to distance ourselves for a while but nooooo....

Molly, I really wish you was here with us Then me, you and Rebecca can just bugger off like we usually do and enjoy eachothers company, rather than me and Rebecca wandering off together with Alastair.

That girl, Dorine... She really is in for a mind fuck.
Sure I sound like a dick saying it like that, but I don't give a shit. Especially when she acts so fucking two-faced to me.

Let the games begin, you fucking prick.

I love you lots I'll try and upload pictures soon, sorry about that I needed to rant.
xxxx

P.S. She doesn't have a clue x